Lost

I saw him, I saw him smiling, there was something about his smile, mean, confidant. I saw him smiling that victorious smile.

He got closer, our eyes met, something inside told me who he was, though I didn’t recognize his face, but inside me…I know who he was.

He got even closer, I felt his breathe upon my face, his cold eyes seeing through my fragile soul, still smiling.

He came even closer, whispering into my ear “Look…how you lost your path, you willingly choose to leave your path searching for false happiness and purpose”

His smile got even wider, and continued whispering

“You pretended to know more, you pretended to be diffrent, you pretended to search for the truth, but the truth that you are like anybody else, weak and pathetic, I just searched for the right entrance and it was easier than I thought”

He continued, I couldn’t speak, Inside of me screaming but I couldn’t speak

“The truth that you are weak, at the first real test you failed, you preferred to run rather than to stand and face it, you are weak, you never knew what faith was, you thought your happiness out there, to be like everybody else, to shut the sound inside you”

He paused, keeping his smile in front of my eyes, the fire inside me was even more

“Look at you now.Lost,wondering in no where, drowning in sins and darkness, that what you lost your path for”

His eyes still getting through my soul, he said slowly “Look..At..Your..Heart”

He then disappeared, without another word, without a trace,just left a tear running on my face, tearing my soul.

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

(( قُلْ يَا عِبَادِيَ الَّذِينَ أَسْرَفُوا عَلَى أَنفُسِهِمْ لَا تَقْنَطُوا مِن رَّحْمَةِ اللَّهِ

إِنَّ اللَّهَ يَغْفِرُ الذُّنُوبَ جَمِيعًا إِنَّهُ هُوَ الْغَفُورُ الرَّحِيمُ ))

صدق الله العظيم

2 thoughts on “Lost

  1. mohamed u r ma favourite writer bgd u write wt inside me , wt even i cant tell maself about, bgd i got the message, rabena ykremak cus u remind me by wt i forgot, thx and keep going u r gr8 person:))))

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out /  Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s